I think that the line between being a traitor and a whistle blower is very fine, but people easily realize when one has crossed that line to be either a traitor or a whistle blower. It also depends on the perspective of the person who's judging you as either a traitor or a whistle-blower. For example, if you were to testify in court against a certain gang or group of people, the people in that group would consider you a traitor because you had valuable information that you used against them. However, people that were being harmed by the gang would consider you a whistle blower for doing the right thing and stopping corruption that you see in society.
In the film On The Waterfront, I think that all the characters have very contrasting views on what differs a traitor from a whistle-blower. For example, I think Terry views someone as a traitor right away if they were to tattle on anyone. Terry was very reluctant to testify against the mob, showing that he thinks that anyone who uses information against anyone else is automatically a traitor, whether or not those people had been abusing their power.
Outside Reading Blogs
#1
For outside reading, I'm reading the book A Million Little Pieces by James Frey. Right now, I'm only about one hundred pages into the book. So far, we've seen James go to rehab and struggle furiously against professionals and doctors who are trying to offer him help. James woke up on an airplane not knowing where he was going with various injuries (Frey). I think that James' unwillingness to cooperate is symbolic of the struggles he feels on the inside. James doesn't want to accept the fact that he chose a horrible fate for himself, therefore he doesn't want to accept that he needs help to get back on his feet.
Another thing that is very symbolic of James' struggle is the fact that when he looks in the mirror, he can never look at his eyes. James describes his eyes with great passion, showing that they are very important and meaningful to him. I think that if James were to look in his eyes, it would be helpful but very difficult for him. People say the eyes are the window to the soul; if James were to look in his eyes, he would see the true him and that could be a hard thing to accept, considering that James is an addict on the path to recovery. James makes it clear that accepting oneself on the path to recovery is very difficult because while you're in recovery, you aren't necessarily pleased with yourself and the path you've chosen to live on.
#2
At my point in the book, James is still in rehabilitation and is now beginning to make friends at his rehab center. James has met a woman named Lilly and an older man named Leonard (Frey). James previously established that both Lilly and Leonard have had huge impact on his life as a recovering addict. James is still being extremely stubborn and not wanting to cooperate with the people trying to help him recover from addiction. James' brother Bob came and visited him and brought him gifts. The fact that James found people that care for him was very moving to James, but he still can't participate in the rehab program there for him.
I think that James still not participating in the programs shows that he's not completely ready to get well yet, but he's getting closer. The fact that James is now open to people at the clinic and talking to people shows that he wants to recover, but isn't completely ready to face the truth just yet. James has began talking more in depth with Leonard, also showing more of how he's opening up to new people and taking in what they have to say.
#3
The section of the book that I read this week was very significant not only to the plot of the story, but to James. James has a conversation with Leonard where Leonard tells him how he ended up in rehab. Leonard's story is so heart-wrenching for James and allows James to have true respect for Leonard. James and Lilly also begin a very significant relationship in this part of the book. They begin sneaking off and maintaining a romantic relationship, although it's against the rules of the clinic to have contact with the opposite gender.
When James and Leonard are talking, Leonard breaks down crying in front of James. I feel this is very significant to both James and Leonard. It shows that Leonard is comfortable being around James. It's not easy for a man to cry, let alone in front of another man. It shows that Leonard truly trusts James as a person. Leonard crying is very significant to James because James didn't make fun of Leonard for crying; he accepted it and embraced his friend during his time of need. I think this shows James growing as a person because James was able to see that his friend needed help and give him what he needed.
#4
In this section, James realizes something very important about himself. James, after having meetings with his parents and professionals about his addiction, comes to think that addiction is not an illness, but a weakness and the only way to overcome it is to take heed of the problem and accept it for what it is. This is significant for James because now that he's accepted his problem, he can begin to fix it and see what he's doing wrong.
James coming to this realization also shows how he's grown as a person. The old James wouldn't have been as ready to get better, but the new James that has lived in rehab can accept what he's done wrong and get himself on the track to fix it. James began the rehab program with his family, showing that he's getting better and stronger.
#5
This is the first section where James' recovery is tested. Lilly runs away from the rehab center because her grandmother is dying. James literally runs after Lilly, but can't get to her. When James and a few other staff members find Lilly, she is engaging in a sexual activity and it is apparent that she was smoking crack. James has multiple opportunities to smoke the crack, but instead of choosing the drugs, he chooses Lilly and gets her back to the rehab center as soon as possible.
James not smoking the crack symbolizes his dedication to the rehab plan. Him picking Lilly instead of the drug shows how much he's grown to care about new people and has become a sympathetic person. James could've smoked the crack, but he chose not to. This was a huge ethical choice that James had to make. It also shows how much James' personality has strengthened during his time in rehab.
#6
After the climax of the novel, things are beginning to calm down in the rehab center. Leonard has volunteered to pay for Lilly's extra term at the rehab center which she needed to start her detoxification over again. Leonard completes the course and prepares to leave the center when he asks James to be his son. While completing his rehab program, James confesses that priest in Paris made sexual advances towards him that he wasn't comfortable with. James beat the priest severely, maybe even killing him. James admitting this left him with a new lightness and feeling of freedom. James now knows he's ready to leave the center.
After leaving, James asks that his brother takes him to a bar. James gets money and orders whiskey. After looking at and smelling the whiskey, James asks the bartender to dump it down the drain. The bartender dumping the whiskey down the drain is extremely symbolic of James' success as a recovering addict. The whiskey represents James' addiction, and the bartender dumping it down the drain represents James ridding himself of this addiction.
